Sad

Sad that I let my relationship get so bad before I left, Sad that I let him separate my from my son for so long. My daughter has autism and while I was basically left alone to deal with that I have become an outsider in my son's life. Love the fact that they can be so close but sooooo sad for the realtionship I want to have with my son. Sad for the time the kids have to spend apart when there is nothing my daughter loves more than having her bubba around. Just sad today.